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photo from the show I was in two years ago ~ (i can only measure...

Mon, 20 May 2013 08:26:36 -0400

photo from the show I was in two years ago ~

(i can only measure year by hairstyle, which is slightly concerning)

~overwhelmed~

Mon, 20 May 2013 07:51:00 -0400

I am writing the speech that I have to open a conference with in Canberra on Monday for APACA (which is an arts association) about my experience with Steps Youth Dance Company after having a meeting today with the artistic director. I have been putting it off for a little while now because I was so unclear on what I should be writing about and it was giving me lots of stress, but having a talk today about it has made things a lot better and I feel kind of excited now. I only just realised that I have been with Steps for eight years now and I can’t imagine the person I would have been without it, personally, I don’t think I would even be here at all. I am a little scared because I have to speak about myself and my experience quite personally and I hope that on the day I will have the courage to do so and that if I cry I can still keep going and that the audience will still be able to understand me. It is kind of overwhelming but most of it comes from how grateful I am and how much I appreciate the fact that this company exists.

I should get back to writing it, but my feelings towards this are wound up way too high to even think about forming a speech.

it’s hard to know how long to meditate on a decision before deciding i need to take care of...

Sun, 19 May 2013 22:15:50 -0400

it’s hard to know how long to meditate on a decision before deciding

i need to take care of myself better

"We could do ourselves a tremendous favor by letting go of the people who poison our spirit."

Sat, 18 May 2013 08:38:41 -0400

“We could do ourselves a tremendous favor by letting go of the people who poison our spirit.”

- Steve Maraboli (via natural-magics)

Photo

Sat, 18 May 2013 05:24:56 -0400

Started reading Don Juan and the Art of Sexual Energy last night and the first chapter was about...

Fri, 17 May 2013 23:27:49 -0400

Started reading Don Juan and the Art of Sexual Energy last night and the first chapter was about dreaming, dream bridging and lucid dreaming. I ended up falling asleep quite quickly, excited to dream, eyes slowly closing to then open to continue reading. Eventually I just passed out to have one of the most vivid and extremely special dreams, I wrote it all down this morning and it ended up being four pages long, so hopefully as I continue to read this book, it will gift me with other imagery and narratives in my sleep.

new favourite song ~ Child of Lov - Give Me

Thu, 16 May 2013 22:12:15 -0400

new favourite song ~

Child of Lov - Give Me

bro bro bro

Thu, 16 May 2013 21:52:10 -0400

I had a really crappy day yesterday and was getting on the bus to go home to my dad’s, I was un-showered and had a post-crying face when my brother gets on the bus, I couldn’t have seen any better face that afternoon, it was such good timing that he got on. We ended up having a couple of lines throughout the afternoon and night, talking and laughing and dancing and wearing towels and scarfs on our heads. I got to hear all of these memories that he has of his childhood, like being band from his friends house in primary school for setting off a sparkler bomb on their front lawn. It made me really happy to have such a good night with him, I hadn’t really done that in a while.

I am still buzzing a little this morning.

how do you even have so much energy

Thu, 16 May 2013 03:50:28 -0400

i always have energies

i just get really excited about things!

freedom~

Tue, 14 May 2013 23:55:20 -0400

freedom~

finding it harder and harder to live between two houses. I can tell that my mum misses me so much...

Tue, 14 May 2013 23:54:19 -0400

finding it harder and harder to live between two houses. I can tell that my mum misses me so much when I stay at dad’s, she gives me a whole different type of hug when I come back and dad is always talking about how ‘I am never here’.

stresses.

19-94: lycramag: New Sigur Ros track, intense choreography by...

Tue, 14 May 2013 09:04:24 -0400

19-94:

lycramag:

New Sigur Ros track, intense choreography by Sidi Larbi Cherkaoui.

crazy angry that they’re playing at belvouir tomorrow and no-one I know is bothering to see them. so stunning. people in this world really suck

This is James O’hara dancing in a Sigur Ros video clip, he’s from Perth and I have met him a few times. He’s an international dancer and he’ll be choreographing for the show I am performing in, in August.

he is beautiful.

Woman: I'm smart

Tue, 14 May 2013 04:22:49 -0400

Woman: I'm smart
Patriarchy: Well you're probably ugly then
Woman: I'm creative
Patriarchy: You mean unattractive right?
Woman: I have all these incredible accomplishments
Patriarchy: Yeah but look how ugly you looked doing them
Woman: I have value
Patriarchy: Not if you're ugly lol
Woman: I'm conventionally-attractive & posted selfies on my blog
Patriarchy: I'm so sick of these empty-headed chicks only caring about their looks. Just because you are attractive and get attention from men doesn't mean you are special or deserve respect. Why don't you read a book or do something productive with your life you dumb slut

Mount Kimble - Made To Stray

Tue, 14 May 2013 02:47:45 -0400

Mount Kimble - Made To Stray

(ﾉ´ヮ´)ﾉ*:･ﾟ✧

Tue, 14 May 2013 01:54:47 -0400

once upon a time there was a princess. she lived in fairy floss kingdom.

her favourite animals were snails and when she had spare time she would decorate their shells with glitter and diamonties and fake fluffy stuff.

happy tuesday everyone ~

Mon, 13 May 2013 23:42:37 -0400

happy tuesday everyone ~

Video

Mon, 13 May 2013 10:07:24 -0400

got my type writer fixed and re arranged my room, hopefully this new perpectives will give me some...

Mon, 13 May 2013 09:17:22 -0400

got my type writer fixed and re arranged my room, hopefully this new perpectives will give me some sort of wisdom about what to do with certain things in my life.

snail mail

Mon, 13 May 2013 07:10:49 -0400

once upon a time there was a snail, he delivered the mail.

and whenever he got hungry he would stop and nibble on it.

cvntmmagik: i just wanna eat this

Mon, 13 May 2013 06:42:24 -0400

cvntmmagik:

i just wanna eat this